power of one single word

'feel free to speak ur mind...'

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but in this real world, it doesnt work that way...there is heart to take care of, feeling to please of, and relationship to maintain of. sometime..simple words might hurt someone's feeling, breaking heart into pieces...and cause tear falling down. its hard to keep it secret when u hurt..even fake smile fade away. look into ur friends eye...look deeper into their hearts, u'll see how much scars have u created....one single word, might cause one deep heal less wound.
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as a matter of fact, today...she's crying and u never knew....

tik..tik..its ticking

why 24hours doesnt seem enough 4 me?this past few days...i feel like drowning in swamp. i cant breath normally...i cant think clearly...i cant focus straightly. it was all because of not having enough time to do them correctly..one of my friend used to ask me this one weird question 'how to stop time from ticking?' and who have the answer please put up ur hand! oooo~ i hate this situation...but i love working under pressure, it keep me on tract!the better way to feel good about time is..to let it ticking!let it be....

wake up

u know what...sometime when u keep repeating the same thing over and over...it kind of boring. dont u think so?? ok, perhaps not everybody but at least i do! it is ok to remind someone about good things 2-3 times, but if u have to keep reminding them for 7x per days, months and somtime years...then u better call it off. coz its not worthed. that what we call 'mencurah air ke daun keladi' if he/her really want to change...cukup wlpn sekali atau less then 3x. theres no need wasting ur time...semua org dah besar, xperlu nk ulang perkara yg sama smpi serak suara, ilang keihklasan...

hey u...! yes u..! i really wanted to help u. but 1st u have to allow me to do it and cooperate with me. its getting nowhere klu kite terus mcm nie...i'm not that good to tell u what to do with urlife, but at least...aku xrosakkn idup dan masa depan aku kerana seseorg yg i barely knew..

u said u wanna be a great person, success..tp apa yg ko dah buat to archive ur goals? nothing....ZERO. u have to try harder...!harder man! i'm sorry for being mean! but honestly...i dont like loser!

so...stop feel sorry for urself because of one person, u have life to live on...one gal's love isnt everything....GOD's love is everything.

hide & seek

life a little bit hectic these few days. sometime i felt like living near to hell...(no, it was not that bad. ..)heehhe~

what make my day worse was...(nope it is 'IS' actually)...this one mean WOMEN! i don't know why, but everytime i think of her...my whole body shivering! i always try to avoid her...but she always there! there...!right in front of me. sometime i feel we are playing HIDE & SEEK game, but shes everywhere. there is evil thought back in my head 'is she hiring GHOST to follow me??' arg...! no, stop it...what rubbish imagination i have!

somehow, or someday...i surely have to confront her. its just a matter of time. oh GOD...some help here A.S.A.P....

(she is my mentor actually...huahahhaha)

dont get hurt

this might hurt..but try not to

just if i have a better, nice, soft way to get it done
surely i will...
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I DON'T LOVE U

birthday dude

Crying...regretting...
it’s that all u can do..? Tell me, what is wrong with u man...hey cheer up! Its ur birthday...why do i feel like attending mourning ceremony? Damp…! Its 3.30 in d mornin’ I’m tired…yes..! I’m not in d mood to please u…oh GOD, I never met a man as sensitive as u do. is tht what u call urself a man?? Believe me…u are so nice, so kind but…it’s not enough to be a real MAN! Wake up…a man has to do what a man has to do!
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anyway…

‘happy birthday dude…’

let it go...

i never been this open talking about my life, feeling and everything…even to my best friends. well, sometime..when u get close and closer to people…words, better leave unspoken. one single word might hurts thousand of hearts (wow..famous hah!) but being silent, everything seems so wrong!so what should we do…go write it!

burning book’..recently, i lost my burning book…for sure somebody took it…so, theres nothing to hide anymore. here i present u my burning blog!

sorry for the unsuitable word i might use and u might read…but believe me, its only a word! words are so wrong but the feeling is so great